alone

Although I have a big family and many friends, sometimes I feel alone. Sometimes I sit alone and think, I reflect on my life. Is my life significant?, or will I just be another John Doe when my time has expired on this earth. When I say John Doe I don’t mean it literally. I mean will my actions be recognizable.  Being/ feeling alone is not always a bad thing, when I am on the Basketball court I feel alone. I feel like no one can guard me out there. It is like I am on cloud 9, everything is moving at such a slower pace than I am and I use that to my advantage. I see everything before it happens, it is like i am 10 steps ahead of everyone, not just my opponents, my teammates too. I know every move before it is made. It is like a big chess game that i am in total control of. It is like i am a puppet master and i am controlling their every move. It is like i am a Don and i am calling all the shots. No one can stop me when i am alone.